kimimelaeve

I want to place for son up for adoption, but I need permission from my estranged husband, not having contact from him for over a two yrs. has made this a challenge. Today, my mother in law called me, and I told her what I wanted to do, and she supports my decision. She told me that she would call her son, and just tell him to call me. Granted, my own mother and father in law do not know of this yet. I'm hoping my estranged husband will call and agree. I put a call back request in the beginning of the year to his parents and still no word. Ugh.....the waiting game.

Actually I just called less than 15 mins ago, but only got an answering service. I'm awaiting a call back sometime. The minutes seem like hours. I have already had my child and he is 3 and half. I called, because my husband and I are separated, he broke his promise to me. He has started a new family without a divorce. I had to come back to my Mother's who is emotionally abusive, and somewhat physical. I'm on welfare and have not been able to get out of it. I have no family or outside support. I am alone. What I had in mind for my son, has not happened. I called because, I want better for him. I want him to have family who is close, as well as extended. I have none of these things. I cry now b/c I feel I failed myself and wasted his time.