I PLACED A SON THROUGH ABRAZO 10 YEARS AGO AND THROUGHOUT MY WHOLE PREGNANCY I HID IT FROM MY FAMILY.NOT BECAUSE I WAS ASHAMED OF MY SELF OR MY BABY BUT, BECAUSE MY DAD WAS GOING THROUGH SOMETHING THAT NOONE REALLY KNEW OF, HE WAS ALWAYS PREOCCUPIED WITH SOMETHING AND I JUST DIDNT WANT TO ADD MORE TO WHATEVER IT WAS HE WAS GOING THROUGH AT THAT TIME.NOONE REALLY KNEW BECAUSE I WORKED AT A PRIVATE SCHOOL AS A PRESCHOOL TEACHER AND THEN AT A DAY CARE AT NIGHT SO I NEVER GAVE ANY ONE TTHE CHANCE TO SEE ME.WHEN I DID HAVE MY SON AND FINALLY TOLD MY FAMILY THEY TOOK IT RATHER HARD AND EVERYONE WAS RATHER MEAN TO ME FOR WHILE, BUT THEN MY DAD EXPLAINED TO ME THAT HE DIDNT KNOW HOW TO REACT BECAUSE HE HAD LOST SOMEONE HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW HE HAD!!! I THEN UNDERSTOOD WHY HE FELT THE WAY HE DID!!!OH AND THE REASON THAT MY DAD WAS SO PREOCCUPIED WAS THAT EXACTLY 1 WEEK BEFORE I GAVE BIRTH TO MY EVAN HIS"GIRLFRIEND" GAVE BIRTH TO MY LITTLE BROTHER!!!!!!
