Rachel,
Welcome to the Abrazo forum. My name is Elicia and I am birthmother to Nicholas and Grace. I placed Nicholas in June 1998 through Abrazo. I placed Grace in April of 2000 through a private adoption.
Adoption is a hard thing to do ! I never regretted my decision to palce either child for adoption. It does get easier everyday even though I know that is not something you want to hear.
Alot of support can be found on this forum just talk away.
WELCOME!